The Long Run

I thought you grew closer, but yet you’re so far
I think of the memories, of who I know you are
You were so silent, and yet never afraid
Here in my apartment, I will lay to think of how you behave

When the light comes, Do you feel the shine run
Thinking of when the time comes, to take you away
Will you hate me, treat me when you’re angry
Sharing when in rest, when it’s the best

Dont be afraid, I won't hurt you
As I see much more, entrusted in you
I saw us both laughing, running away
Hiding from no one, to make a great day
You seemed so happy, All fears put to rest

Now the heart comes,
leaving what the pasts done,
Healing in my arms,
No reason to be afraid,
I will hold ya, When Feeling empty
Seek me so contently,
I will love you

I see the set raining, with a blue glare
You see the spark rising, in my heart dear
We will grow strong now, without all the tears
This is what love is, I want you right here

So I am asking will you stay till the end

When our time comes
See us growing with live hun
Our dreams will reach a high run
Just cause you were there.

Hearts

I know why we seek
I truly just want a peek
I stray away from what is real
Its the past who made that deal

I cant imagine a life without
Someone who lived with too much doubt
Look inside and you will see
The things you need to succeed

You can only reep what you sow
Make much more with who you know
Is that true in all you know
Why as someone told you so

Another to hold and rest in bed
Is what all want for the end
The hunt is fearful
The found is fake
How many times before you hate

I wish in hope that I can see
As someone has curse the life I lead
Child to man is the way you go
Only if you truly let go

Inside we know it can be there
Find the one who is open to share
Hold back your heart until you know
That one will never let go

Unreliable

I opened my eyes
Couldnt beleive the lies
Should've been inside
Where the truth will always arise

I know now not to trust
I know how why I thought that much
All the points where there to believe
I wanted more then what you could conceive

You claimed all too much of sense
Did you really mean what was said
Here I lay restless in that bed
Where I thought made more awake

I still hurt much from all my past
Vonerable is what makes last
You saw how much you meant inside
Covered It with all the ties

People start and state much more
I couldnt fatham you being a whore
We connected to close to call
Do you mean anything at all

Figments at large it may seem
I played a trick on myself it seems
I filled the void with one untrue
You couldnt have done that too

I took chance and now I see
I do mean more too me
Place yourself in where I stand
You would learn more in grand

Forgotten Friend

We Grew, We Ran
We Stayed, We Played
I Changed , You Relayed

Even though the time has moved on
Though you may have thought I pushed wrong
I didn’t mean to make things fall apart

I see you now and glance fondly
Doesn’t mean we had such a quarrel
You know it was just time to find

This is not an intent to reach
It never would have been said right
I wanted you to know it doesn’t matter
Let not place now to be wrong

Remember all the laughs we shared
All the friggin beer was there
We used to have the best of times

It’s never time to say goodbye
Even if we blamed to high
I wrote this just to put it there
If I called would you be there?

I got a glimpse of all you need
Could never rush to hurt the need
So look back now and you can tell
what was real when there.

Waving Winds

Can you feel the sun up rising
Do you hear the cars rush by
Could you have even just realized

A darker shawdow starts to wander
The light tries to fludder
Was this when it might have made you cry?

I feel the breeze alone
You see it in the water
Were we both lay calm
Even through the storm

You see the truth in me
I feel you think a bit harder
Pass the judgement calls
After he thought of it all

Who Am I ?

I've never been me

I'm always what i need to be

For you, for her, for ones in the past

I did try to make them last

I was what you needed

When it was love

When it was kind

When it was gentle

When it was blind

Now that you don't need me

I'll be what you need me to be

I'll be anger

I'll be hate

I'll be cold

I wasn't what you hoped i would be

But i will always be what you need me to be

Back Then

Thinking of the days we had it
Dreaming of way you let it
I was always meant to say the lie

Did you really think so honest
Did I ever wake to want it
I just wanted to see you cry

Now remember this, Don't you fall
Even if the world ended raw
We still owe it to ourselves, all in all
The love that remains most of all

I wanted you to know
You could have done it better
Within you open arms
Found that I was strong
We were always pushed aside

Remember all the ways I taunted
Pushing you away as wanted
You knew all the works of goodbye

I wouldnt see it then
How we made it
You couldnt mean it now
Even if you faked it

This is the last time I try
I even put in a letter
How I felt back then

Even though I dont regret much
You could've made things right again
Shouldn't have started all the fights

Now I see you again
How we were back then

White Lies

If you knew something painful
If tried to stop and seal
Would you turn back time
Would you truly reveal

If you had the chance to change something
If you had a shot to stop
One's pain from emerging
Would it be enough

Do you truly believe that it is right
To tempt fate and karma
Would you start a fright?

For those who see this for what it is
Make it a statement that hold within
Humans can see, smell and hear
Energy can start and stop the fear

We are merely pawns on the board of life
To tempt one another with one part of life
The truth is gold that you can exchange
Bring it to the market see what can change

A fabrication can be linked
Think beyond what those will speak
Receive the light give the rain
Yet once final who will be in pain..

In Times Court

Alone we all stand
Ready to complete
For some whos waited through weeps

You can only find the one
Without searching through the sun
They will come in nick of time
To make sure your sun will rise

A lasting companion is hard to find
Can you only imagine to do it blind
But then you would begin to see
True qualities that should be

With the lonely heart you can heal
You can strive and begin to appeal
You can see the glass and try to fill
Can you see the shadow in the shade?

True and real are in the air
Its like you never see it coming very rare
It will hold you, touch you, treat you right
You'd accept it if you knew right?

Many of us can't read the signs
Many are jaded and read between the lines
When the time comes to be able to see
You might just push away the ones who hold the key..

In The Rain

I Readily Arise,
Open to see sunrise,
Thinking of the eyes
That laid by my side

Once the light see's me
I embrace this with such glee
You quiver with some fear
I reassure without a doubt

In time all will reveal
Answers that were left but not sealed
We all have to find our own ways
They sometimes connect those who will stay

In the time I have spent near
I've been blinded without any fear
With the past being insincere
Be assured I will be here

The mind imagining what can be
The soul yearning for what it can see
For only we know and time to tell
In the rain through the hail
A rainbow will emerge but time will tell......

For The One

You are the one I see by me
You make me fill with glee

From the moment I hear the bell
I rush to get to tell
Here is where you and me
Can Be

For if only a moment could come
Where we both were having fun
In my mind you could see
How much you mean to me

This time I know your real
I know how you feel
You can see right through me
This is how it is suppose to be

With no fears for turning back
Eternally we could have the track
Through the rain and above the clouds
Is what my mind thinks when in mind

For there may be good there may be bad
Time could make things past
When I see your eye, just by mine
I give a wiggle and all is fine

You may have pain
I may have strained
All through-out a day
I send it sane

You are what I need
Newly taught me
Make things clear
I will be here.

Extreme Fitness, Extreme Delay

I wanted to express my point of view upon the communities who have these great foundations of health upon them. I had signed up for a membership in February of 2008 and have been not to happy with the service provided to be truthful. When I first heard about this club it was from phone call received advertising that my friend has signed up and has referred me to the facility and I would receive my first month at no cost. That intrigued me so I had went to the John St facility to take a tour of the site and see what I felt about the atmosphere. I was taken around the facility by a young lady who had promoted the facility to “extreme” measures for reasons yet unknown. I do agree the facility was very impressing, but when went into the facilities office to join I had been told that I had to pay the first 3 months in advance, which would be the promotion they ran at the time for $8 first month $8 the 2nd month then $76 for the third.. I had told them that I had been advised in the message that I would have the first month free, they had told me that promotion wasn’t available to me, as to some surprise this was just the start. Have any of you citizens had any troubles with their AP department or maybe have trouble canceling your membership and in the process it went past their cancellation period so you the innocent are now stuck. I find this company to be extremely unprofessional in the some fields but to their advantage and to our bank accounts. I had kept my membership and had a banking error within the first 3 months, as my banking information had been taken onto someone else’s account and I was charged for two memberships. I had approached the facilities manager and thought I had the matter worked out as they had kept insisting that all had been sorted and a refund check would be sent out. I am in my 2nd month of waiting for this check, and its not the amount I am worried about or need it’s the aspect of the way it was handled. I had been put around the ringer and had been told left right and center this is being sent to me. I do agree that yes they sent me a check but with the wrong name on it, then I have to wait their period again and an additional month. I find this “extremely” unprofessional and I am positive this is not the only story you have heard of these “extreme” discrepancies as I have heard many but was to late in my membership to cancel. So to those who have been thinking about joining this “extreme” club please beware that there may be “extreme” frustration upon the membership.

Yours Truly,

“Extremely” Concerned Citizen