Unreliable

I opened my eyes
Couldnt beleive the lies
Should've been inside
Where the truth will always arise

I know now not to trust
I know how why I thought that much
All the points where there to believe
I wanted more then what you could conceive

You claimed all too much of sense
Did you really mean what was said
Here I lay restless in that bed
Where I thought made more awake

I still hurt much from all my past
Vonerable is what makes last
You saw how much you meant inside
Covered It with all the ties

People start and state much more
I couldnt fatham you being a whore
We connected to close to call
Do you mean anything at all

Figments at large it may seem
I played a trick on myself it seems
I filled the void with one untrue
You couldnt have done that too

I took chance and now I see
I do mean more too me
Place yourself in where I stand
You would learn more in grand