Hearts

I know why we seek
I truly just want a peek
I stray away from what is real
Its the past who made that deal

I cant imagine a life without
Someone who lived with too much doubt
Look inside and you will see
The things you need to succeed

You can only reep what you sow
Make much more with who you know
Is that true in all you know
Why as someone told you so

Another to hold and rest in bed
Is what all want for the end
The hunt is fearful
The found is fake
How many times before you hate

I wish in hope that I can see
As someone has curse the life I lead
Child to man is the way you go
Only if you truly let go

Inside we know it can be there
Find the one who is open to share
Hold back your heart until you know
That one will never let go

Unreliable

I opened my eyes
Couldnt beleive the lies
Should've been inside
Where the truth will always arise

I know now not to trust
I know how why I thought that much
All the points where there to believe
I wanted more then what you could conceive

You claimed all too much of sense
Did you really mean what was said
Here I lay restless in that bed
Where I thought made more awake

I still hurt much from all my past
Vonerable is what makes last
You saw how much you meant inside
Covered It with all the ties

People start and state much more
I couldnt fatham you being a whore
We connected to close to call
Do you mean anything at all

Figments at large it may seem
I played a trick on myself it seems
I filled the void with one untrue
You couldnt have done that too

I took chance and now I see
I do mean more too me
Place yourself in where I stand
You would learn more in grand

Forgotten Friend

We Grew, We Ran
We Stayed, We Played
I Changed , You Relayed

Even though the time has moved on
Though you may have thought I pushed wrong
I didn’t mean to make things fall apart

I see you now and glance fondly
Doesn’t mean we had such a quarrel
You know it was just time to find

This is not an intent to reach
It never would have been said right
I wanted you to know it doesn’t matter
Let not place now to be wrong

Remember all the laughs we shared
All the friggin beer was there
We used to have the best of times

It’s never time to say goodbye
Even if we blamed to high
I wrote this just to put it there
If I called would you be there?

I got a glimpse of all you need
Could never rush to hurt the need
So look back now and you can tell
what was real when there.

Waving Winds

Can you feel the sun up rising
Do you hear the cars rush by
Could you have even just realized

A darker shawdow starts to wander
The light tries to fludder
Was this when it might have made you cry?

I feel the breeze alone
You see it in the water
Were we both lay calm
Even through the storm

You see the truth in me
I feel you think a bit harder
Pass the judgement calls
After he thought of it all

Who Am I ?

I've never been me

I'm always what i need to be

For you, for her, for ones in the past

I did try to make them last

I was what you needed

When it was love

When it was kind

When it was gentle

When it was blind

Now that you don't need me

I'll be what you need me to be

I'll be anger

I'll be hate

I'll be cold

I wasn't what you hoped i would be

But i will always be what you need me to be

Back Then

Thinking of the days we had it
Dreaming of way you let it
I was always meant to say the lie

Did you really think so honest
Did I ever wake to want it
I just wanted to see you cry

Now remember this, Don't you fall
Even if the world ended raw
We still owe it to ourselves, all in all
The love that remains most of all

I wanted you to know
You could have done it better
Within you open arms
Found that I was strong
We were always pushed aside

Remember all the ways I taunted
Pushing you away as wanted
You knew all the works of goodbye

I wouldnt see it then
How we made it
You couldnt mean it now
Even if you faked it

This is the last time I try
I even put in a letter
How I felt back then

Even though I dont regret much
You could've made things right again
Shouldn't have started all the fights

Now I see you again
How we were back then

White Lies

If you knew something painful
If tried to stop and seal
Would you turn back time
Would you truly reveal

If you had the chance to change something
If you had a shot to stop
One's pain from emerging
Would it be enough

Do you truly believe that it is right
To tempt fate and karma
Would you start a fright?

For those who see this for what it is
Make it a statement that hold within
Humans can see, smell and hear
Energy can start and stop the fear

We are merely pawns on the board of life
To tempt one another with one part of life
The truth is gold that you can exchange
Bring it to the market see what can change

A fabrication can be linked
Think beyond what those will speak
Receive the light give the rain
Yet once final who will be in pain..

In Times Court

Alone we all stand
Ready to complete
For some whos waited through weeps

You can only find the one
Without searching through the sun
They will come in nick of time
To make sure your sun will rise

A lasting companion is hard to find
Can you only imagine to do it blind
But then you would begin to see
True qualities that should be

With the lonely heart you can heal
You can strive and begin to appeal
You can see the glass and try to fill
Can you see the shadow in the shade?

True and real are in the air
Its like you never see it coming very rare
It will hold you, touch you, treat you right
You'd accept it if you knew right?

Many of us can't read the signs
Many are jaded and read between the lines
When the time comes to be able to see
You might just push away the ones who hold the key..

In The Rain

I Readily Arise,
Open to see sunrise,
Thinking of the eyes
That laid by my side

Once the light see's me
I embrace this with such glee
You quiver with some fear
I reassure without a doubt

In time all will reveal
Answers that were left but not sealed
We all have to find our own ways
They sometimes connect those who will stay

In the time I have spent near
I've been blinded without any fear
With the past being insincere
Be assured I will be here

The mind imagining what can be
The soul yearning for what it can see
For only we know and time to tell
In the rain through the hail
A rainbow will emerge but time will tell......